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Thursday, October 09, 2008

It is with a heavy heart that I am typing this entry. Honestly, I havent slept well for the past 1 n a half weeks. During our 2 week pretrip holidaying, I had no such problems. Even staying in hostel for the first 2 weeks was okay. It was once it passed the 1-month mark I was away from home sweet home in SIngapore.
I started to think of people, things and activities in Singapore. THe fond memories of night cycling in KR hall, the outings with my orientation groups, the soccer sessions on Sunday. Suddenly, all these are so precious but distant to me. The ones I hold dear most like CG ppl and friends, i Start to miss them. Most of all, I miss my Mother who is so close to me. Also, my brother too. I jus wanna tell them I really love them. I cry for few minutes, then I just tell myself to not think bout it. HOwever, the next time I jus start to think of them also.
My Brunei Friend tell me last time he also cried while he mopped the floor in SIngapore. For me also same, I cried while bringing my clothes to wash. The tears just start flowing, and I cant control my emotions of missing home. I wanna see them, but I know I will be here in Taiwan for another 4 months. I like the environment and campus here. Though my campus is relatively small, it has like walkways n a park where I do my Quiet Time, reflecting and thinking about my future. The nicest part I like is sometimes when I walk in campus, the cold wind brushes past my face, and I just enjoy that kind of feeling. Knowing that though Im away from Singapore n home, but there are things I can appreciate and be happy for.
I have learnt to take things easily and make the most of whatever situation I am in. Met a Msian fren called Guan Yu here and he encourages me alot, saying No Problem La. He has already been in Taiwan for 6 months plus le. So he is already quite used to it n He told me the first month is like that one. Other things which keep me occupied is this social club called LuLaLa Social Club. ITs very fun here, we play Shi Zhi Lu Kou, do performances, BBQ. I like a girl inside this club and even edited a song for her. I changed the lyrics of Wei Yi to describe the story bout me n her.
The girl has a passion for the club and she spents alot of time organising and doing stuff for LuLala. The very first time how I got to know this club was also thru her. I was going out of my dormitory alone when she made an announcment over the PA system about the Food Game they are having. Immediately I was drawn to her appearance, smile and warmth. Haha. And I was super happy when I realised I was in same group as her. Didnt show it though haha. Throughout the session I spoke alot to her and find her a very sensible n nice person. She likes the club because she feels she can share her life and problems with ppl in the club.
Even though I didnt know her for long, I jus had a special feeling for her. She is a non-Christian and I know I shouldn get invovled in a rrship with her. I know Bee keong Linda n all sure object strongly to these and I also object. But I just Cant Help Falling in Love. Knowing guys, we are more rash n act without thinking too much. So, things happen. I update you the story again when I come online. :) Yaa..
Pls rmb to pray for me. One more lesson at 130pm and gonna have a long weekend. Tmr is 10 October, taiwan national day.. YEAHHHHH. Shiok free day. PRob going to New life church for a bbq and games. Pls pray specifically that I will have a relaxed mind at night, not to give myself too much tension. At night I tend to speak to myself durin sleep and suddenly my mind will be very tensed up and tight. Its a very unpleassant feeling. Pls pray. Thanks.. If u all have any prayer requests jus drop a msg here too :)

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